this halloween...

will be spent packing up my room :[

I am trying my luck and putting my fate in the hands of SUU.

I hope they find me a good apartment that is within walking distance.

walking distance means 1 block or less.

ha.

I was interviewed for channel 2 news... hah.

tune in at 10:00pm mountain daylight time.

then I was in a bad mood.

but then I Skyped :) :) :)

and then I realized: only 50 more days :)

and then I realized: this could be a little bit fun, maybe.

then I watched this video again and it made me LOL so bad.

hahahaha, I love those two.

now I'm deciding if I'm going to stay down here next semester, or move back home.......

hmmmm.

bye.

holy crap...

I'm being forced to relocate....

sucky, right?

today at noon, we get a notice on our doors about a meeting tonight for all juniper residents.

about:

"the heating system, which is gradually failing."

yeah. I was expecting them to give us a wool blanket and a space heater. 

nope.

we are all getting kicked out. 

all 230 of us have to find a new home in 2.5 days. 

and we have to be moved out in exactly one week.

awesome.

I have to say, I have never heard so many stupid questions in my life.

I know I said I was going to be a nicer person, but I just couldn't believe what I was hearing.

after explaining to us about 5 times that 

"if we live on campus next semester, we will only have to pay as much as we WERE paying in Juniper", 

several people still felt the need to waste everybody's time by asking the question AGAIN & AGAIN.

um, where have you been for the last hour and a half?

"if we're going to come back next semester, do we still have to turn in our keys?"

..................... okay, are you serious?

a girl: "if we choose to move into the other on-campus housing, do I have to live with girls?"

NO(sarcasm), idiot.

this one is my favorite:

this girl was getting really disgruntled and shot her hand up in the air, only to waste my time and ask:

"UM. I JUST NEED TO KNOW, AM I GOING TO BE ABLE TO SLEEP IN JUNIPER TONIGHT? I JUST NEED TO KNOW I HAVE A PLACE TO SLEEP."

are. you. kidding. me.

some people..............

oh. and me and Chelsea couldn't help but make hilarious, sarcastic remarks and laughing the whole time, and the girl sitting in front of me kept on turning around and shushing me.

and then she got up and left.

HAHAHA.

that part was funny.

but,

I hate this.

I want to drop out now.

post #21

I can never come up with clever titles.


today was just weird.


A) I got homesick for the first time since I moved out.
I miss Orem. that place is so good. I miss Ernie's. I miss my car. I miss my sisters. I miss my parents. I miss being able to bake cookies whenever I feel like it. I miss not having to do dishes because my dad loved to do dishes :-) I miss my old job... yeah, I said it. I miss Target. I miss playing Nancy Drew games. I miss my friends. I just miss my home.


B) I feel like a terrible/rude/horrible/mean person.


C) I miss Gabe :(


D) the weather outside is frightful. I don't think I will ever get better from being sick 2 weeks ago. because I walk around outside in the freezing cold all day. I feel like I'm going to develop a wicked tolerance for the cold this winter, though :]


E) our heater is so loud, it wakes me up at night.


F) I'm stressed.


G) my mittens with the finger flaps are falling apart already. now I have to find someone willing to give me a ride to Walmart to exchange them.


some good things:


1- today was easy. I took a nap and I only had to work for an hour.


2- I don't have to go to psych tomorrow.


3- I made some serious prog on my paint-by-numbers :]


4- I watched Survivor.


5- skype :)


6- my rain boots will get here on Monday, hopefully!


7- Alyssass shared her candy corn with me. I love candy corn.


8- my paper chain is getting short :) time is going by fast :)


9- there are more good things than weird things on this list.


10- I'm alive.


the end.


p.s. 

snow, what the?

yesterday was blazing hot!
but not today...



I'm not complaining. I have been waiting for it to get cold.


today while I was walking out to parking lot A4, 
I was looking at my phone and ran right into a low hanging tree limb. it hurt. and I got snow all over my face and my phone.


and then my fingers froze because I forgot gloves.


yay: class got canceled for Friday.


Alyssass, this blog is short, get over it. but here is your shout out:


a life raft. you followed him on a life raft. lololol.


heh.


I went to Walmart tonight also.


here is what I purchased:


-mint chocolate marshmallow hot chocolate
-applesauce
-mittens with a finger flap for easy finger-tip access
-purple thermals...... yeah.
-paintbrushes. I only needed one, but they did not sell them like that.
-the usual: 2 pints of ben & jerry's... I really shouldn't.
-milk. 2% to be exact
-and I printed out pictures to put on my wall. it looks real cute with them all up :]


oh. and I also got rain boots via target back home.

CUTE.
they were sold out online and there is no Target in my lil' town :( which is such a downer because Target is my fave store.






















I love the cold. for now, at least.


oh, and Skype is the greatest thing. <3 :)


bye :]

no title.

have I mentioned how much I hate the heat?

today it is 65 and partly sunny. that's too warm for me.

I'm crazy, right?

here's a fun fact about me:

I have a sleeping disorder called "sleep paralysis".

basically, my brain wakes up before my body does, so I'm still paralyzed from REM. it's terrifying. 

today during my nap, I experienced this.

as a result, I was late to math class.

BUT GUESS WHAT?

the things we learned in math class today...

brace yourself...

I UNDERSTOOD IT!

:] go me!

oh. and last night at dinner, I had salad.

I hate salad.

but there was no other good food to eat (obvi)

and so I ate salad.

I still hate it, don't worry.

bye.

hap hap happy :]

what a great weekend :)

friday

school. 

J.Wride concert. amazing.

and,

Paranormal Activity 2.. most boring movie on the planet.

saturday

skype date with Gabe :] 

:) :) :)

Krave (frozen yogurt). Krave sucks.

Juno. love that movie. haha.

Haunted Hospital, aka "The Asylum" :[ way scary.

Sunday

church :]

skype :) :)

crafts

hooray! :)

I love weekends. 

and I love being bored. 

that's really weird, huh?

I prefer to sit in my room and

write in my journal,

do crafts,

organize,

listen to mellow music,

and stare at the wall

than 

go to a party,

meet new people,

and stay up late.

I'm just weird. 

:)

bye.

it's the weekend again, what?

I love Melanie.

we are the same person.

we are fraternal twins.

and she understands me. lolz.

I'm so glad she's here :]

I haven't laughed my REAL laugh in so long.

tonight we're going to the j.Wride Concert :]

I'm excited.

oh.

so, the other night, when I was looking at cute tiny houses,

I was also looking for a cute tiny town to put my tiny house in,

and I thought to myself, 

"hmm.. Vermont sounds nice. nobody every talks about Vermont."

so I google mapped Vermont, and I saw a lake. 

so I thought to myself, 

"hmm.. a lakeside town would be nice!"

so I zoomed in and found a little town called:

Burlington, Vermont.

so it was decided.

I was like, "yes. I will build my tiny house in Burlington, Vermont."

.

.

.

THEN, JUST BARE,

I got home from school, came into my room, grabbed my Ben & Jerry's ice cream that I bought last night at Walmart, and as I was opening it, the words "Vermont's Finest" caught my little eye. 

so I thought to myself, "I wonder where in Vermont..."

BURLINGTON, VERMONT.

is that not the biggest coincidence?

because I'm addicted to Ben & Jerry's?!!!

I didn't even know!!! :]

I'm so happy.

now, there is NOTHING that can stop me from living there.

also,

<3

bye.

today is Wednesday!

do you know what that means?!

Melanie is coming. SHE IS ON THE BUS RIGHT NOW.

today was alright.

I had stress in my life though.

I ate breakfast.

then I went to work.

then I went to math.

then I went to lunch.

it was gross.

then I went to psychology.

it was funnish.

then I went to work. for 2 hours...

AND GUESS WHAT?

I got to boot a car!

yay!

heh.

then I kept on working.

then I went home and practiced.

then I went to dinner with Chels.

this is what I ate:

I had to ask for honey.

because I'm sick and I needed my voice for open mic night :]

then I came home and practiced some more.

then I went to the student center.

then I did this.

it was nerve. 

then I came home.

and now I'm supposed to be doing my english homework,

BUT I'm blogging instead.

and eating ramen.

but I forgot it was in the microwave.

so it's not as good as it would be.

Melanie is on the bus right now.

I'm going to pick her up at midnight.

that's so beepin' late.

but I love her. so it's fine.

I'm more than excited.

my lips are chapped.

the end, okay bye.

wonderful weekend.

today was another good day.

I'm having a lot of those lately :]

I slept good finally for the first time all weekend! yay.

I went to campus one time today to pay my club fee and to get a few things from the convenient store :]

other than that, my day was spent like this:

eating. 

cheerios, nutella, like a million cough drops, and a frozen dinner.

in that order.

but not together, gross.

I think I'm hungry...

watching television.

which I do every single day.

so that's nothing new.

practicing for open mic night tomorrow...

I'm just going to go for it. why not?

my voice isn't quite there yet...

but hey. whatevs.

running out of tissues, ha.

I filled my empty tissue box with TP :]

it's just like new!

pinterest.

where I found out about this tiny house in which I will live one fine day:

it's a dream, I tell you.

I want to build this little cottage in like...

vermont. or north carolina.

in the woods, or on the beach.

and I'll decorate it all cute and what not.

yeah, that sounds nice.

putting off my english homework... :[

I hate procrastinating. but the ideas just aren't coming, ya know?

buying music from itunes.

yeah, I actually buy my music.

because I'm an honorable, hard-working person :]

there is nothing better than discovering new music :]

okay, there is probably a lot of things better than that...

like winning a mill dollars. or adopting a kitten.

but new music is really great.

:]

.

.

.

oh, guess what?

tomorrow,

my BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD is coming to visit me until SUNDAY :]

she is one of the VERY FEW people who actually understand me :]

Mel, I can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sneak Gracie with you, please :)

whew. today was good.

now I suppose I'll get on that english homework.....

maybe :]

goodbye!

being sick...

today was this:

along with Netflix, napping, and guitar-playing.


oh. and Grandma and Grandpa Lewis came to visit me :]


they were driving back home from St. George, and they stopped on their way and brought me medicine, saw my cute room, and drove me around town to show me where my Grandma was born/lived until she was 5 years of age :] it was real nice :]


now, I'm going to try to actually get more than 4 hours of sleep tonight!


bye.


p.s.
dear you-know-who... sorry this post is so short :] 
forgive me, alright?

lazy sunday

I am sick.
my nose is all stuffed up and my throat feels like it's being tickled and I can't scratch it :[
oh. and my voice sounds real scary.


I barely slept at all last night.
which is why I'm going to sleep early tonight.


today I did the following activities:


--paint by numbers


--watched television


--watched youtube videos, enjoy:

heh heh.


--filled my garbage can with tissues


--skyped with my dad to be nerds about iOS 5 :]


--ate ramen


--ate chocolate


--ate other food


--cried a little bit


--talked on the phone <3


I am glad I have nothing tomorrow.


goodnight :]

what a great day :]

today was wonderful.

basically everything about today was good.

why, you ask?

1] didn't even set my alarm. I woke up when I felt like it.

2] I ate breakfast at home instead of at the stupid dining hall :] I had Apple Blasts and a honey wheat bagel with strawberry cream cheese. and milk. yum.

3] I took my sweet time getting ready. no rush.

4] started out for the Cedar City public library. the "Library in the Park". it's in the middle of a park. I love it.

5] walked past the cutest bed & breakfast ever.

6] had a nice, leisurely stroll to the library. 

I walked mostly in the shade and talked to my best friend, Melanie the whole way :]

can't wait until Wednesday, when she comes down to visit me :]

7] checked out 9 audiobooks. they barely fit in my cute backpack.

8] walked across the street to Lin's... got 10 dollars in quarters for my laundry, and on the way out..........

FREE KITTENS!!!!! :) :( :) :( :) :( :) :(

I wanted this little guy so bad :( so cute! :)

9] had no issues with doing my laundry today. usually I have some sort of traumatic laundry room experience... 

our laundry room looks like a crime scene. and it is. 

one time a criminal stole my quarter right outta my hands.

10] all of my clothes are clean. and so are my sheets.

11] paint by numbers. I love this thing.

it's going to take me a long time to finish... 

10] Netflix is the greatest. also Pinterest.

11] really great phone call with Gabe :] made my happy :]

12] ate more ice cream. and a popsicle to soothe my sore throat.

13] downloading iOS 5 on my iPhone. yaaaay!

best day ever.

well, maybe not EVER, but it was pretty good.

the only sucky thing about today is this:

my body lied to me. yesterday I thought I was all better, but today my throat is itchy and scratchy. so wonderful.

if I am too sick to do open mic night on Wednesday, I'm going to be VERY upset. VERY.

THE END :]

I love good days.

weekend.

today went by incredibly slow.

probs because I was waiting to have a break for 5 days.

here are the contents of my day: 

(I feel like this is how most of my blogs will go.)

GOOD

it's finally the weekend!!!!

BAD

woke up late again... I need to stop staying up too late. (11:00pm) :]

GOOD

last day of my WF 9:00am class. 

our mentor brought cupcakes. 

and now I get an extra 2 hours of sleep a week. holler back.

BAD

I didn't get to write a single ticket during my first shift at work. dang it.

GOOD

went to math.

HAHAHAHAHA. kidding. BAD.

GOOD

took a 1/2 hour nap.

I feel like I take lots of naps.

BAD

had to eat lunch in the dining hall...

GOOD

went to psychology.

love that class.

I'm a psychology major, p.s.

BAD

went to work for 2 bloody hours.

there were barely cars in the parking lots. 

on account of: FALL BREAK.

GOOD

the week is finally over.

GOOD

lightbulb was fixed while I was away.

BAD

the air conditioner doesn't seem to be working....

GOOD

I DON'T THINK I'M SICK.

I feel tons better.

GOOD

GOOD

Netflix

GOOD

Skype with Jessidiah.

for the first time in our lives.

:]

GOOD

HAHAHAHAHA. I love this woman.

BAD

depressing phone calls.

BAD

I'm emotionally exhausted...

:[

GOOD

Benny & Joon <3

that's 13 good,

and only 7 bad.

hooray!!!

bye.