not a great day.

I actually slept for multiple hours last night. I haven't slept through the night for 3 nights. because I can't breathe good. I feel like a newborn.


today, I went to the dentist. also, we switched dentists. and I don't enjoy change. so that just added to the suckiness.

I'm terrified of the dentist. I get anxiety when I go.

also... I cry every time. even cleanings. I didn't cry today though. that's just because the hygienist already thought I was crazy. I didn't want them to judge me.

I have 3 bloody cavities. THREE. REGARDLESS of the fact that I faithfully brush and floss twice a day, sometimes more. I don't know how this happens. I always have cavities.


so... I have to go back to that place tomorrow morning to get them filled :'( :'(
I hate my life.
I'm so scared.
I hate pain (shots). 
and gross tasting things (rubber gloves and metal and tooth shavings)
and gross smelling things (laughing gas and tooth shavings)


:(


after learning this terrible news, I went to the store with my mother. we went to the dry cleaners. which is right next to Animal Ark.
so I thought it would make me feel better to go in and take a peek at the kittens.


there were no kittens.


even worse, in one of the cages that, on a normal day, would hold a tiny kitty or puppy, THERE WAS A GIANT IGUANA.
I hate lizards. amphibians. all of them.


so... bad day.


there were a few good things though.


roughly 5 hours of Monk.. I'm addicted to television.


and. I ordered my textbooks.


and a Skype date with Gabe :)
I have a picture of said date.
but I'll post it tomorrow after I get his permission :)


it's a great picture :) hahahahaha :)


alright, wish me luck on my dentist appointment.
what if I pass out?


bye.


p.s. this is my sister's blog. she's great :]


and I love cats.

:)